@ohmyvivian

DeQueen's 20teen

2012-01-29T13:40:00.000+08:00

As promised! Althou its super overdue but it is always better late than never ;)

Anyway, I didn't had any place in mind to settle in for a nice good dinner. Neng suggested Secret of Louisiana @ Kelana Jaya. We all had heard him raved about how amazing the food is there. Skeptical but sorreh my brother here has drastic differences of taste with most people. But I googled and did my homework enuff to give the place a shot.

Not gonna make you hungry hence there is no food photos. But I guess most of us were pretty satisfied with our own dishes. I had Aglio Olio and oh my, it was the 2nd best Aglio Olio I had ever tasted. Winner goes to Bel of course. Quite a big portion with reasonable price.

Loved my present and friends. Their shuper amazing must give them some love first ♥ ♥

All photo credits to darling LLY! ♥

Check my big cheeky smile out.

Credits to Nenglove.

Don't remember why was I smiling this wide but I guess I was reaaally happy that night ;)

& we moved onto snapping photos after cake cutting!

Cutest couple; Seng & Bee.

Handsome Wing.

Suji-ssi.

Fatcat/Yeobosarang

Mai wuv, Neng kor!

Jem

Loveeeeeee

ZT

Best singer in town man! Shihee!

Peiyie Rocker

Favourite brother, Jam

Sui lui bao, Maycih

Jason

I have no idea how many shots we took and she was still not satisfied lol! My darling LLY :P

Selina

Group shot #1

Group shot #2

After dinner, second round was at The Hill.

Tada! My night ended only at 3 by the time I settled in for sleeps. Great night x o

I love each and everyone of you that made it happened! Sayang you mossssstttt!

V.

I am not dead

2012-01-28T00:44:00.001+08:00

"I will not have an achievement and be successful if I don't have balls,"

Why hello there you little creature.

Because I have been missing out too much, would like to wish you a Happy New Year & Merry Chinese New Year to all of you who are celebrating it! Definitely one of my most anticipated festive throughout the entire year. Love the food, the atmosphere, the people, the laughter, the joy, and definitely the money. #trolling

I've too many posts pending. I have a birthday celebration post and some random photo posts which has yet to be written. My bum weighs at least a 100kg. I cannot be bothered to sit still for a write up. Promise a birthday post coming soon!

On a sidenote, college has been a pain in the ass.

I, who loves you all.

Qs left behind

2012-01-11T23:08:00.000+08:00

I am gonna sound all emotional and depressed. BUT I'M CLEARLY NOT.

Ok I lied I may be.... just a lil but I'll be fine in no time. I am very sure of that!

If there is one thing that people never fails to ask me, it has to be this one million dollar stupid question.

That is not a question worth to be asked also!! I mean it had already came to a point where I gave up answering. I don't know how to answer this question clearly because I am not the Almighty God. I am so sick of being thrown the same question and the funny thing is.. THE SAME PERSON ALWAYS ASKS THE SAME QUESTION RAWRRRRRRRR!!

And my #foreveralone has gone to a whole new level. Totally skipped Level 99 to Level 100 when my friends are either changing boyfriends or just got into a new relationship. No I am not complaining just yet because I understand and I am putting myself into their shoe. They cannot be there for me 24/7 when I need them to be there anymore because I am not a selfish self-centered bitch.

But ish okehh. Short term sadness!

"Goodbye 2011,"

2011-12-31T16:18:00.001+08:00

So ever since 2010 where I dropped writing my yearly New Year's resolution, I figured I should not start anymore. Writing it down feels more like jinxing it. Here I am sitting down under the bright hot sun, trying to refresh my memory of my doings in 2011.

But honestly, I can't think of any shit.

Reading back my 2010 reminds me of how shitty that particular year was but hey, 2011 was indeed so much better. I am thankful. I definitely am a lot more proud of myself than I would usually be especially when it comes to terms of studies. I did improved a whole lot better and temper wise? Orite I can't be judging myself but I guess I am a little more rational and understanding compared to my old self.

My year ended rough. Real rough for me to accept the fact that I can have thaaaaaaat bad of a luck. Gone through 2 unwanted accidents but thank god I am still alive. Recently, my phone went through another horrendous unwanted incident. When I thought it was alright, it died. Everything's restored and really THANK GOD its still running fine. I can't imagine my life without my baby phone.

However the year would be a lot shittier if these people are absent from my life. We fight, argue, disagree but we love, appreciate and cherish each other.

I hereby wishes 2012 to be a prosperous year ahead for everyone. Most importantly, please keep all my loved ones safe and healthy.

Let those bad memories be left behind and welcome a good year ahead.

V.

NOTD: OPI Need Sunglasses

2011-12-31T02:04:00.000+08:00

4 coats of this! The color only looks true to the pictures in flash. Super purdy yellow!

Merry Christmas & An Unexpected Event

2011-12-25T12:32:00.070+08:00

*secretly changed the date*

Now that's because my connection has been nothing but absolutely retarded. It took me exactly 1 hour half to upload only 20 photos to Flickr tell me bout' it man. Now that I've finally got it all done I shall feast your eyes with more images and less words!

So before I yap away, I would like to wish all of @ohmyvivian readers, a very Merry Christmas to you and your family. :) I know I'm late but I sincerely do wish that you enjoyed and had fun!

When Mumzy told all of us that we had to attend my cousin's bachelor night back at banting, I was so upset! I really wanna spend my Christmas back in Subang with my friends :( But thank god later on that day found out my bros would be coming back around 9-ish to 10pm. So happy overjoyed! Uh huh uh huh, good to see all my maternal side family members again. :)

I wished my smile was a lot more natural. I prefer smiling with my mouth close but... braces y u make my lips so awkward :(

Guess my brothers are secretly baby lovers except me? I get soooo paranoid when babies cry!

He will so kill me if he knows this is posted :P

Baby niece sooooo adorable. She just quietly sat there the whole time.

No idea what fat bro is tryna do wtf.

>

He found his comfort zone. Manboobs.

Super adorable!

& thennnnnnnn, hoped onto the car asap and we left home. Met up with Jonjon, Linyng, Pwuon and Jem at Subang OT. Nothing very happening except it was full house but the crowd was very... meh :/ Bro tagged along as well becos we were supposed to go for 3rd round to celebrate FatBro's birthday at Movida, Puchong but it was again.. full house. So he left after the countdown to meet up with his friends at Station One Sunway then Pwuon and I came after the rest of them left.

Annoying Orange Jem did it!

My love.

Linyng love!

We are secetly the Yin&Yang siblings wtf. Hi cheeks, I am not complaining anymore.

Jem teach me wan :(

Jiang jiang! Boss Simon came over to pass us unexpected presents T.T

The gift! Super mini and cute book; full of motivational quotes and their pretty inspiring :) Thank you!

Tadaaaaaaaa! That totally sums up my draggy Christmas post.

On a sidenote, an unfortunate incident occured.

Yeah man. Good job hit&run dude! Totally admired your driving skills. Karma will woop your ass.

Love, V.

BBQ Gathering, Eight Lido @ JB, Simon's 27th & 2 hours of SG Trip

2011-12-22T00:50:00.001+08:00

Struggled deciding where to work or not to but went in the end under permission from brotherS. Well, that's becos Mum wasn't around to say NO hahaha! Immediately after I agreed to work, I was down with bad flu and sorethroat. 2 nights before my work, you gotta be kidding me. & a night before work, I held a BBQ gathering session with the college mates. Generally, I was only in charge of providing the venue. The rest were decided by Linyng and Neng.

I know right, my brotherS taught I was nuts too. Tried so hard to hold back not to have anything BBQ-ed but it was so hard to resist! Especially when there was my favo lamb and there was only 1 becos Neng specially bought it just for me. Shuper loved. ♥ Guess the BBQ is like a yearly thing? We had it around this time of the month last year. Boy, how I do miss those times.

Two photos to perfuncturate you? I certainly did. （´∀｀）

Anyway, BBQ dismissed at approx 1am and woke up at 9am the next day for work! Thank god I did felt better or else I would hate myself so much for breaking my promise. I mean since I promised to work by hook or by crook I must make it there? I KNOW RITE Y AM I SO HARDWORKING!! *gives a pat on my shoulder & shed a tear*

Inthuren Vinod is always late as predicted by Linyng. Shouldn't had been so punctual! He only came an hour late from promised time.

All ready and packed for a short get away.

My morning face, I'm sorry if I scare you but.. whose morning face would look good you tell me wtf.

Arrived at work place 3 hours later. Eight Lido is quite a good place. It feels like home but at the same time its a restaurant? I suck at describing -__- I was told that the Chef of Eight Lido was formerly from La Bodega. But yeaaaahh, pretty good place sadly its all the way at JB!

Before work with darling. Still looked fresh.

After work with darling. We literally looked like shit.

My legs were super pain and exhausted from the heels and too much of walking! My heels is only prolly 2 to 3 inch high? Gosh I really suck balls in heels man. Its also after that day that I realize that I should work smart and be less honest wtf. Nuff said.

When the clock striked at 12am, we had a mini surprise from the restaurant and us crews for birthday turtle aka boss Simon Leong!

No idea why his called SimonTurtle. He even named himself that! He said its a long story hence why he didn't bother telling lol.

Crazy workaholic boss. I don't know anyone as crazy at work like he does at the moment.

Awww hugss.

Happy birthday! ♥

Jeng jeng jeng. Ok here's the thing, Simon had told Linyng and I to bring our passports along for a short SG trip after our work. Well, I've no freaking idea how it went bc work ended at 11pm. I swear we were all too exhausted but since I've not been to SG before and I've always heard how amazing the X'mas decorations are at Orchard Road!!! So we shall proceed. Hoped on to the car and drove our way there. Half an hour away perhaps?

And oh boy, the X'mas decos are so purdy ♥

CAN YOU TELL WHICH ONE I LIKE BEST!!!!!!!

Blue box Tiffany it is. Gosh, its so pretty! It immediately caught my attention. I want a freaking blue box too :'(

So after wandering around the street and taking super tourist shots, droved over to Marina Bay Sands. I've seen a blog post by make up bloggette where she said that the LV just opened months ago and I've also followed her Instagram and she took a night view of the place. Super pretty!

Ok my best shot out of many.

Left SG at 2ish and left JB at 3-ish. Reached home at freaking 7am with my make up on. I totally did not had the time to remove my make up. Now maybe I should consider getting removal wipes. I looked like freaking zombie when I reached home. Removed make up, bathed and slept my ass off till 4pm.

I love my life. ♥

Orite chaosai peoples.

V.

Ghost Protocol?

2011-12-20T02:51:00.000+08:00

Generally not a fan of action movie but since I had watched MI 3 years ago and I liked it, decided to do a follow up. Action movies can never go as wrong as other genre I think? Anyway, pretty good I'd say. Not a big fan of Tom Cruise but the movie was pretty good. Funny at certain parts and.. okay I'm bad at this. Go watch it yourself. I'd give it a 6.5?

Ok now this is what I'd say. I haven't held on to my camera for monthsssss and I almost forgot how to camwhore with it. Always thought it was a tremendously bad decision to stick with Mumsy's budget and bought this lousy Ixus 120. I should've just fork out the extra hundreds to buy a Lumix LX3. Well at least I know I would still use it after years. Canon is good, but yknow how Canon is so fucking fast at producing more and more cameras and that's why you feel like your camera would never be up to date? Worse when the camera's produced gets better and better! Canon can never go on slow pace.

Anyway, a lil off track. So when I got my hands on my camera again, it felt super unknown. Fiddled around with the settings and stumble upon this amazing setting that made me turned out better than I usually does! :P It really felt like a long time since I actually uploaded pictures of myself and holy, it does feel very first time....... and awkward lol.

So, I got Rilakkuma with me.

My teeth is straighter already! When braces does its magic, its so amazing. I feel absolutely no pain for the time being even during tightening. Ok I better not jinx this wtf. Oh and yes, I am still biting on freaking chewy pork. Pork ribs especially. I can't bite on rambutans anymore. When I bite, the skin of the seed comes off together -_-

Now if you would excuse me, my bed is calling.

Goodnight, V.

NOTD: Zoya Caitlin

2011-12-19T02:29:00.002+08:00

Hi!

Figured I would do a fresh NOTD with my recent purchase from Nail Fiesta. They just came in the mail yesterday noon! Nisha's really great!I'm not paid to this but Nail Fiesta has to be one of my favo' e-shopping website for nail polishes. Their all ready stock and most importantly you only pay a fraction of the retail price! Check them out if you haven't already. :)

I was so spoilt with the amount of choices. Always wanted to grab the Zoya Touch collection but their all out of stock. Nudes & Matte polishes are like hot cakes at Nail Fiesta! If you're late, you miss the gem. I wanted a blue polish but nothing too blue that I would be afraid to wear them. Caitlin was a good choice. Super pretty! Its a purplish-blue color, very chic. :)

Poshe base coat.

Seche Vite top coat.

Zoya Caitlin.

My 2 cent: Can always choose to not splurge on expensive nail polishes but can never not invest on a good top & base coat! It sorta determines the life and death of your nails. A good top & base coat can last you forever. I had purchased the top & base coat for almost a year now and I had only used up that much of amount! Totally worth the price!

Without flash.

With flash. Looks amazing isn't it!

Close up without flash.

Close up with flash.

Verdict: 1 coat of base coat, 2 coats of Zoya Caitlin and 2 coats of top coat. Texture is really creamy and glides on easily on nails. 1 thick coat would do its job but I applied a really light coat hence gotta double it up.

V.

Lazier than ever

2011-12-17T21:25:00.001+08:00

Now that's becos I'm allowed to! It's been a hectic semester as per usual hence why I am allowed to sleep at wee hours and only drag my sorry ass up at noon. Ahhh bliss I know. Sem break had just started for a week.

No doubt, I do occasionally miss being around in college with friends around but honestly, that's the last place I would want to step in at now. 15 is a horrendous place to find parking! Me being me, with infamous parking luck had to go rounds and rounds just for a lot and well even if I am lucky enuff to find one, it is usually far away from my destination >:(

I've been good, been home. Mumsy & Paps had been gone for a 1 week vacation at Myanmar and would be coming back tonight. *throws confetti*

Oh yes, my dear readers. Whoever you are, you guys are truly amazing. Idk how the hell do I even still get readers when I do not even update anymore. Its not the numbers that counts, its you who still give a fuck to actually load this site that counts :') haters or lovers, thank you.

On the other hand, if you wish to get a tinsy update about my daily life. Follow @ohmyvivian on twitter & instagram. I'm active there! Meanwhile, lemme feed you with a lil instaphotos.

Night before first final paper; Web Development. One of my torturous papers becos.. okay I'm not supposed to say this but I teared half way trying to memorize shiz. I know right.... blame the raging hormones.

Playing around with Jem's head w/ Big Head Maker from AppStore. Well, because his head was the only head that I could crop out NICELY.

Love @SillyBoyNeng at Kiva's Surprise Farewell.

Big breakfast by Big Bro on a Sunday morning. Touched max.

Babyboy PMS-ing when I didn't allow him up to my bed. His super grumpy everytime after his bath.

Studying for the last paper; Advanced PR. Paper was quite fucked up.

Vivi's best and only dish she can cook well. TomYUMZ Fried Rice. Comes along with additional blood and sweat.

Badminton on a random night. Half of right body was as sore as hell. Could not even lift up a mug without trembling!

Awaiting.

Orite people, chao sai.

V.

Yellow Bruuuuu

2011-12-07T10:53:00.001+08:00

The fact that my paper only starts at 5pm ltr makes me laze around like mad. What more its a writing paper? The fact that I was only supposed to wake up at 1030am to ensure I have sufficient amount of sleep is totally blew. Plumber dude came to fix the water pump （￣□￣；）So here I am waiting to use the toilet so I can leave house in no time. I haz not studied!! RAAWWWRRR!

Anyway I've no updates but haz a number of random photos to share. If you haven't seen it already :D

One of the many nights. Just discovered a better drink!

EOTD: Only mascaras and brown eyeliner for upper waterline. I was impressed!

Uncle Quek's son Bachelor's night. One of his many collections. The bottle is a true beauty.

Had one of these during my bad mood days.

NOTD: LuciDarling. No codes written so I've no idea what is this.. :(

Furballz in action.

Didn't got around to share this. This was part of my assignment for my ex high school.

MUM'S DOING.

Thankiu @sillyboyneng. It's cleared by 5th day I think... LOL

Ok gotta run. Plumber man's gone. Random I know but baai!

Loves, V.

Random: 131111

2011-11-13T20:04:00.000+08:00

那些年，我们一起追的女孩; You Are The Apple Of My Eye.

Had always wanted to watch it since the trailer was out. Looks pretty good from the trailer. Overall must say only managed to score a 6/10.. Not cliche its pretty upset and saddening and a lil.. disappointment lol. Well if you do not have a very good teen life with girls and guys revolving around it, I supposed it would only remind you how sad your teen life was hahaha! That was exactly how I felt! Not something I would rewatch!

Possessed Neng and Jonarcigal!

Got rustier than ever. Did not lose my basics but.. ughhh suck balls.

5 weeks in a row at a bar, said 4sq. Yup absolutely true.

Post birthday dinner for cSeong @ Jogoya. First time but did not really enjoyed it. Instead everything was being cheapskate. Eat everything that is expensive and fuck everything that is cheap!

Family portrait almost purrfect except Mumsy wasn't around that night zz.

Origami back in Sem 1 taught by Ame.

Late night study break for stupid Web. I can't live without these in my notes lol.

@ The Nail Nail. Pretty good work done! Despite unfriendly manicurist.

Peeled by daddylove.

*cough* yes... this was my 4th week.

& the day before pissed drunk night for everybody. Thank god I did not drank -_-

@ Soju, 15.

Bro offered to buy one for mum and I hahaha.

UniCONE.

Pit Stop, Kuchai Lama.

I lost count.... LOL

Mum hogging onto iPad.. Dad had no choice but to share with her hahahaha!

cSeong's love.

TANG, Y U SO S.......?

Twin Shih Ee doing what he does best.

Ben's Pavilion.

For To Sir With Love cafeteria menu!

This is how she studies for MKT test. @maycih

Subway breakfast set.

PHEW, LONG POST. GOODBYE, x

Loves, V.

Shenkhai's Farewell

2011-10-25T23:40:00.000+08:00

This took me longer than I expected. For the fact that most photos are directly from my phone haha! But anyway it was one helluva night for them. I can't rmbr much but that boy's sudden decision to leave for Melb of course shocked everyone lol. But it was for a good cause of coz.

Nope idk why am I not missing him back here. I am FLOODED with lots of work. Just that their put on hold for now, I just had the sudden mood to blog. So yupz, ready for some low resolution photos? :P

Tempting? A treat from Mr Lee himself b/c I ditched my beloved darlings during group discussion and brought him over to One-U to apply for his credit cards instead. *cough

Gold label? I forgot what are those.. but their brought over by his uncle haha totally want him dead by the night man :P

Pardon my broad smile and my not straight teeth but their absolutely fine now! THEIR ALL OUT =D

Eskius my fatness here b/c my neck is totally cut off wtf

No none of us was drunk nor tipsy but the lightings were damn off!

Adios my friend hahhahahahaha I cried for you so we're good now :P

First person who KO-ed that day. Boooooooooooooo! Swear he was super noisy when his drunk. ALWAYS.

Ok the end. I just didn't wanna put my photos to waste :O

V.

Dusty as ever

2011-10-19T20:12:00.001+08:00

I have been very caught up with college and I absolutely do not have the time to even sit down and bloghopping/stalking like I used to do! Ok I kid, but even if I have that extra time, blogging is the last thing in my list I'd exchange for. So probably from now onwards, I'll post MISC photos snapped by my trustworth iPhonelove and would probably start a new label! #random

Yes awesome. & it starts now.

I had a good laugh. Found on Inti's classroom table at Lvl4. A true masterpiece.

Faeez, Ame, Maycih. When we had to go get materials to get our booth done. They were basically stuck at their seats together with styrofoams. Speaking of booth, I have an announcement to make!

Part of the booth. Late night work at Inti on a Sunday buthen it was taken down just yesterday. They redo the school bus to a VW old school bus which looks amazing as well!

Hai my beloved readers/followers, as you may all have or have not know.. I am a Mass Communication student from Inti International College Subang and would love to invite you to a Mass Comm event this coming 2th of November at 1130am to 130pm. Please kindly proceed to Lvl3 MPH right on yr right, beside the lifts. It is an event held to show appreciation and gratitude to our ex highschool teachers. So for those of you who had regretted not being able to say a simple 'Thank You' to him/her, this is your chance. Please do come and drop by at the event and join the fun! We will be having booth at the lobby as well. So feel free to enquire if you have any questions!

To Sir With Love: We Kicking It Old School!

#advertising ends.

Babyboy doing a stand.

I was stopped and spot-checked as usual after a round at Linyng's playing with her new baby Pinscher!

"My knight in shining armor!" My very awesome friend Sam asked, "IS THAT SHEEP??"

Gongcha's Wintermelon tea with Herbal jelly. Absofuckinglutely no regrets and will love it to death. Addictive.

Tutti Frutti with Linyng! Chocolate with hershey chocolate syrup. Sprinkles of oreo cookie, few gummybears, MANY cereals and few marshmallows.

Random last minute plan to dine at Ben's Pavilion. Hence everyone was under-dressed!

Harajuku Japanese Crepes which I loathe. Don't like it at all!

One of many Love & I's beautiful photos. Beauties we are lmao.

Hence why I put up a 2nd beautiful photo of us :P

Okay la! Ending this!

I'll be back.... *sings 2pm la la la la la*

Loves, V.

Can I please be hardworking again?

2011-09-19T00:27:00.005+08:00

So, its been close to a month since the last post. As much as I am motivated to earn money, I seriously can't do this for a living, not even a part time. I don't fit any of the requirements to become a popular blogger. *cough* of course the requirements are judged by myself which should not be listed down just in case I offended anyone.

However, since I do have a little time right now while masking myself off on a Sunday night because I am home early, I shall update this dusty place.

I haven't been entirely that busy but its just the matter of time when my assignments just come flooding in. Its starting to pile already but knowing me I just can't be bothered to start work yet. There is so many lil things that had happened recently.

Oh yes, went thru my most torturous menstrual pain today. It hurts like crazy as if my organs inside me are partying away, popping champagne and getting high. I could barely stand up, I can't lie down on bed and I can't sit. It hurts in every position wtf sounds damn wrong but really WHY AM I A GIRL AGAIN??????? #FML

Anyway, another post coming up soon.... Soon..

V.

The day had finally came

2011-08-25T23:20:00.002+08:00

Everyone have their very own secret which had never been revealed to anyone before. I had never been someone really good in keeping things to myself. I love sharing stories and the fact that I am really grumpy and hot tempered, made things even harder to keep to myself.

Each time I face the same problem again and again, I had no one to turn to. I had no one I could speak to not even my best friends. Its not because of trust but perhaps its just the ego in me that I refuse to let go. That feeling was so torturous that the only thing I could do is to cry it all out during shower or during late nights where the whole house is soundly asleep.

People often ask me why do I look happy all the time. Well at least 70% of the time I carry the jolly me out. I just had to suppress and filter the emotions. It can be done easily but when the minute I get home. I don't know how to face things anymore.

The day came that I could no longer with hold the feelings, I broke down in front of my best friend. Probably its the only first time over our many years friendship she had ever seen me crying. And of all places, I did it in public but thank God there weren't many people and it was pretty dark. I tried to put myself together and story her but.. I just don't know how to start with. I can't pick up the pieces nor even summarize my words. It was so difficult.

So I put it in a way to ask her questions to answer my feelings. But it didn't work anyway.

I did felt a whole lot more better than to feel like shit. I am not almighty as I thought. Gosh, it is not even easy for me to type my feelings about this issue right here hence why your puzzle face staring at the blank screen, thinking what the fuck is this crazy bitch writing and you just wasted 5 minutes of your life reading something meaningless kthxbai.

But.. yeah.

Thank you for your time.

Sem 5!

2011-08-19T20:54:00.000+08:00

Quick post before I'm heading out to pick Peiwuon for yumcha with Yeobosarang!

First and foremost, please let me do my prayers via blog post wtf.

Dear God, You heard me screaming and begging for my blessings from You the nights before results are out. Thank You because I was truly blessed of course not only blessings from You because I did worked really hard to get those grades. They may not be marvelous not fantastic but I am so happy because I'm really satisfied. Please continue to bless me in my coming semesters because I am afraid I wouldn't be able to make it. Please don't hate me for doubting myself, I am never once confident in anything I do. Thank You!

Amitabha!

I dono how bigbro can be so lame at times.

Ok I gotta run sorry!

Babai!

NOTD: OPI Show it & Glow it

2011-08-12T20:25:00.002+08:00

You thought I would just hand you over with iPhone quality photos isn't it! I would but I've been feeling awesome lately. I actually bothered to take my dusty camera out to snap it!

Colors are pretty true, absolutely no editing. Very pretty! I feel like my nails were partying haha, literally. Its very shiny but yknow one thing about glitter nail polishes? Removing it is a pain in your ass! I had to use like 10 cotton pads for each finger >:(

Nevertheless, love this color. I guess its slightly similar to Teenage Dream. They looked the same prolly if you are trying to get your hands for that, opt for this color as well? Well, thats if you don't mind going through the hassle :P

I had 2 coats on and the texture was really thick. However, it chipped during the 3rd day even with 2 layers of Seche Vite top coat on.

Without flash.

Close up without flash.

Close up with flash.

Toodles peoples!

Embrace yourself with my brace face

2011-08-09T16:04:00.001+08:00

Haven't said this in ages but yeshhh, 600th post to toast for! ( ´ ▽ ` )

I've been dreading my lazy ass to at least write a post not for readers but for myself! Yknow during my insomnia nights when I have no dramas/movie to turn to, I tune into my blog for all my old posts. Kills time, bright lights makes me go blind but makes me sleepy as well, reminisce good old times and to get me into depression mode as well （－－"）

Bottom line -- I'm a loyal reader of my blog ♥ but I can't commit to how others take blogging as a part of their life, some even as their job. I wish la really wish I could just write more but my grammar and vocabulary have been tremendously bad throughout my years in college lol.

Anywayyy *drum rolls*

I am now a braces girl! Well just a little 2cent experience of mine. Pain had always been one of the thing I am really afraid of. I am not convinced when people tell me going for ear piercing does not hurt because I witness it myself and I literally feel like dying when I hear that lil' gunshot sound. I am also absolutely not convinced when people tell me that I would look better with earrings.

Throughout the years I have learnt that people around me tells me a lot of white lies. I don't blame them because I do, tell a lot of white lies wtf. Like seriously, I was so fat back then how can people tell me that I look okay and I don't need to go on a diet?!?! Looking back at my old pictures literally make me wanna hide under my blanket.

But you have to believe me. Braces really does not hurt one bit. It hurts during my 3rd extraction because another tooth was blocking it hence they were like knocking against each other and my dentist was literally having war in my mouth and I had to get stiches cause the hole was too big wtf sounds disgusting but I had my eyes closed throughout all extraction and braces! But no worries, everyone's teeth condition varies! Mine was pretty bad.

I cannot take having to see syringe as well I will literally tremble but not to an extent of faint. When my orthodontist put the brackets on my teeth, you really won't feel anything. A slight discomfort because you're trying to get used to having stuffs in their mouth. I got used to it after a few days.

NOW, THE ONLY PART WHERE IT HURTS SO BAD IS WHEN YOU CAN'T EAT AND YOU TRY SO HARD TO BITE ON SOLID FOOD BECAUSE YOU ARE VERY TAM JIAK LIKE ME. ALSO WHEN THE BRACES RUBS AGAINST THE SKIN IN YOUR MOUTH, IT STARTS TO PEEL LIKE OMFG PAIN.

Nevertheless, as long as you don't hit bracket against bracket. It would be fine (＾∇＾) The downside to it is well, I tried really hard to pronounce words that starts with S, X, F and it was a total failure. Also, my 2nd greatest passions which is singing, I really cannot sing a lot of words anymore. Very sad to know and I do not want all these bad pronounciation to become a habit even after braces so I talk alot alone very often in front of the mirror wtf.

Okay. Long post. Enuff with the ramblings. Kodak moments!

My lower teeth are in a total mess and I cannot wait to see magic to happen wtf.

I've heard braces can fix jawlines. Let's see if mine has any changes.

NOTD: China Glaze Sunset Sail

2011-08-05T22:23:00.001+08:00

With flash.

Without flash.

From Anchors Away Spring 2011 collection. One of the prettiest nail color ever! :)

Loves, V.

Random: 020811

2011-08-02T00:54:00.000+08:00

Just created a random label for random posts! So many accumulated random pix waiting to be posted out. I have pictures for certain events but their too little to be put as a post so figured should just let this be a random post.

Anywway, how are you everybody!!!!!!!

First and foremost, shall proudly announce that I iz will be having braces by this Wednesday! Excited much, a very anticipated moment. Not an impulsive decision, thought I would chickened out last minute but I stayed through the whole extraction this morning. Dentist was really nice, she ensured that I was chilled and basically gave me the whole confident thing. I trusted her!

I'll be extracting another 2 tmrw morning again. The pain is absolutely bearable, does not hurt that bad. It feels like just another toothache I had years ago that disturbed my night off haha. Painkiller will do! For the sake of beauty, no pain no gain right.

Will be keeping an updated post soon nuff! I've taken close snapshots of my before teeth already just so I could compared it months later to see the progress.

Bought by Peiwuonlove! Okehh she was really sweeeeeet. This is what I called impulsive buying, of creating drama in front of the counter hahaha she insisted to buy this for me =') thank you, love!

Chubbier face lately. Diet program put on hold, ate with no boundaries. I need to gobble my favo foods down before braces!

V

Chelsea vs Malaysia 11'

2011-07-24T20:19:00.000+08:00

It could have been the best day of work. Having to see Torres in the field and my last pay day before I bank in the money. But no, it was one of the worst day at work EVER. I cannot emphasize on how bad it was.

I was stationed at a bad place and with the amount of immoral spectators. It made things worse. Once and for all, people are selfish I understand. You paid for expensive ticket and you expect a good view in return. But excuse me, which part of English do you not understand that it is full inside maybe you should try the other side, sir/ma'am?

We talked to you nicely and you pointed fingers at us? Seriously, how immoral can you all be? Customer is always right but sorry I am not the fucking person who sold you the fucking ticket. Why should we, part-timers tolerate nonsense like a malay dude threatened to punch my friend's face? Which part of my GIRLFRIEND does not clearly shows that she is a girl? SHAME ON YOU. A man trying to punch a 19 year old girl? How pathetic can you be.

We were just trying to do our jobs, checking your tix to ensure that you are at the right place. I know it gets annoying when we constantly do it but if you would just sit inside and not go in and out all the time, we wouldn't even need to check. In fact, if we had a choice we didn't even wanto check! YKNOW HOW DIRTUY THE TICKET IS? Its soaking wet in some of your asses and sweat okay.

I came home and googled 'Chelsea vs Malaysia', came across a discussion at the Lowyat forum saying that we did not do our work and we just let people in as we wish. Excuse me sir, if you are not blind you could have see that the situation LOST CONTROL. We couldn't even do anything! Being treated like that with all these dramatic people going, I feel very underpaid okay! Not like we get extra OT money when we dismiss late.

To those who were nice and understanding, thank you very much. Really, could not thank you enough for being so nice.

To whoever who had tried any ways to be rude to the part timers, fuck you seriously. Fuck your immorality and rudeness. You should know who you are. Karma will get to you.

It could have been a good view. Beautiful day.

And my view end up being like that, could barely even see Torres wtf.

There you go, for whom it may concern.

Good day.

V.

Naega jeil jal naga

2011-07-23T13:06:00.000+08:00

Loverboy @ home.

One of the boring nights as per usual. My name necklace from e-dian!
NOTD: Eyeko nail polish in Tea Rose, Essie nail polish in Chin Chilly.

@ Genting with Peiwuon and Bee.

Babyboy during one of his naps outside my room.

Can never hate iPhone apps.

Cannot love this pix of love more :P

Many days and nights spent in Starbucks for assignment purposes sighhhhh..

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

Girls day out for karaoke. Maycih & Linyng!

Peiwuon & Linyng!

Polkadot nails.
NOTD: Base - The Face Shop PK108, White polka dots - The Face Shop

Loves, V.

Liverpool Training Day & Match Day, 14 & 16th July

2011-07-20T18:38:00.001+08:00

Work was work, but it was not as hectic as the first day. Training day was okay! We were all stationed outside at the gates with good companions! I had Pwuonlove with me teehee. Maycih was with Linyng and err.. thats about it lol.

Preparing before work. Nothing particular but I just love how my face looks small here wtf

From violet gate, all the way to yellow gate. A good companion never fails ;)

And it was around 6pm where crowds became lesser.. so we were allowed to sneak in for a few mins to have a look! Liverpool fans are totally hardcore fans. The amount of people who came was more than the crowd from Arsenal's match day!

@ Match Day.

I was... all alone. Played a one man show and the worst thing was I had no signal with me everywhere from 3G to 2G till no service. Seriously pissed the living shit outta me because I wasn't supposed to be alone! Buthen again who can I blame -_- Good training to learn all by myself.

Made friends with a few of them and I swear it was so difficult to talk to people. Their pretty ignorant to begin with and ughhh thank god I met nice peoples too! I was stationed at the red gate till a man came to put me at the VIP2 entrance as a 'guide' which is pretty pointless because the securities knows the gates of the stadium wayyyy better than I do. I pretty much stood there for no reason.

& then another man came to put me at the VVIP entrance which was pretty torturous but good experience. Met so many big shots which obviously gives no fuck about my existence haha but the most embarrassing moment was when I didn't even knew the Prince of Terengganu was the Prince wtf until I saw his car plate! Finished job at VVIP entrance after Tengku Mahkota came. Swear I nearly died with the sun shining right at me and the stressnessss of standing there. I had a moment to myself thinking what if I made mistakes and some bodyguards just take out a gun and shoot me wtf. Great imagination, thank you.

I really had a good view to myself! I could have got a clearer view of Brad Jones *drools*

Anyway, working for Chealsea Match Day tmrw! CAN'T WAIT TO SEE TORRES!!!!!

V.

Arsenal Match Day, 13 July @ Bukit Jalil

2011-07-18T23:43:00.000+08:00

Okay now stop calling me a spoilt brat because I do work part time occasionally! Trying real hard to earn my extra incomes. I can solely depend on pocket money anymore its just too.. little for me to survive -_-

Anyway, worked on all match days and this is just one of it. We were kinda separated from the rest but thank god I had Linyng and Amelia with me! Good companion. Pretty dramatic to begin with, stationed at the green gate as a ticket usher but yknow how civilized some people could me?

And what pisses me off most was when there were fights going on, a police standing right behind me totally ignored what I said. "Sudah gaaaduhhhhhhh!" *continues to look at me and pretend like nth happened* Srsly? Someone give him a punch on his face can??

Quite a distance away but it was a clear view though!

Liverpool and Chelsea day coming soon!

V.

My life is great

2011-07-10T15:47:00.000+08:00

Because I have a 12 pages assignment worth 20% due on the coming Tuesday.

Because the whole Bersih 2.0 rally, I have been home for 2 straight days.

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Now who am I kidding if I say I don't blame the rally for the road blocks all around Klang Valley? I am on neither sides, very neutral indeed. I have no interest towards politics and I don't know how corrupted the govt is. I tried to at least know what is this whole rally about buthen it starts to confuse me slowly, to a point I gave up knowing.

Yknow what pisses me off most? Not the road blocks but the ones whose on duty for the road blocks. They do not fucking check and all they do is just stare and stoned causing the whole massive traffic all around, creating havoc! 5 lanes all the way down to 1 lane. Well, it still would pissed me off if they are checking because honestly, this is none of my business and I can't be considerate enough to put myself in their shoes.

All I knew was I had to go home after a long day at college. With my fucked up test and presentation, I knew I just had to get home, washed up and go look for Peiwuon love to rant away. I had to go home for dinner and I needed to pee! So who would give a fuck about how all these angry drivers feels on the road, being stuck in the traffic, dying to pee and to ease their hungers huh?

Now I thank God everything is over. Well, hopefully.

I have no comments.

V.

What was it again?

2011-07-10T00:15:00.000+08:00

One of the Wednesdays where we had 6 hours break. Eskius my macam yes pose while playing pool hahaha! No intention on posing!

Mai loz fwenz.

:O

I think it was when he pissed me off as usual and I started throwing everything I see on his table to him and he was so busy catching lol!

Thank your for your concern. His not my boyfriend. As much as I wish to, his just a good friend haha :P

Starcbuks days again as usual! Maycih love x

Sem 4 made me gained weight!!!!!!!!!!! BECOS I IZ TOOOO STRESSED OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Loves, V.

忐忑不安

2011-07-04T01:53:00.000+08:00

本人虽然不是华校出生，但是今天逼不得以要写华语的。请原谅我的grammatical errors wtf

不知道是不是老了，开始觉得有时候也要退一步才会海阔天空。世界不只有我一个人所以已学会要让要忍耐凡事都要想后果，因为挫折我承受不了了。我觉得虽然我作为朋友没有一百分起码也有七十分！但就因为如此我太过于爱插手爱管闲事因为我不忍受看到朋友受伤害，我真的会疯起来。不管是男是女，只要对方在做任何事情伤害我好友我都会慢慢的对那个人反感甚至到恨。

有时候看到朋友为他们的另一半做傻事，我会骂在难听的我都骂得出来。。但是最近在想如果我自己遇到这些情况我会不会也这样？？因为本人从来没有好好淡过一场恋爱所以不知道会有什么种感觉要给什么种反应。

我才发觉我真的错了。好错好错！感情本来就是两个人的东西，我竟然去插手差一点连累到自己失去朋友。我有可能会因为自己的爱管闲事性格害到自己失去两个朋友。已经在试着控制脾气不要爆发了很辛苦但没办法。看来我真的很爱骂人（-______-）

我真的觉得很内疚。。

I can't help myself

2011-06-26T03:50:00.000+08:00

I have to admit I am someone selfish and I would love to have all the attention on me. I don't share love and as much as I hate to, I don't really have a choice to pick. I know I should be happy for him and for her but I just can't.. yknow the feeling of sharing someone so dearly to you? It sucks big time.

I wish I can look at things at the brighter side but knowing me, how can I ever be positive? Especially at this stage where just a word would make a difference. Snap; it's sold.

I know I worry too much and that is something I can't control of but I really do wish things remain as its state now. For whatever that is gonna happen next, I do see it coming but I am really not ready for it. Its too soon for me to even digest the fact ya know?

This is not about me, but I hope you prove me wrong. Prove what I foresee wrong. I don't want anything bad to happen in the future.

No, I can't say "I'm happy for you!" just yet.

I need time.

Sufficient amount of time for me to face the fact and deal with it.

All over the world

2011-06-19T22:25:00.000+08:00

I have a love-hate relationship with college. Its been the most stressful and dreadful semester and hopefully this does not go on. Haven't even had the time to sit down and really write something I want to write about. I have some thoughts in mind :(

You, who are reading this blog. I thank you for your presence; though this blog is pretty much dead.

Loves, V.

Wivlofe

2011-05-31T22:52:00.000+08:00

Random date with Love the other day. Love dinner dates! && Sushi Zanmai is always first in our what-to-eat-tonight list, never phail. Each time we decided to have something new and then after dinner we would come out with grumpy faces then rub it at each other's face, "If we had eaten Sushi Zanmai, then I wouldn't come out this grumpy with a bleeding wallet!"

Ok fine its me who said that most of the time WAHAHAHAHA.

We literally screamed after looking at this photo. WE IZ SO CHUBZ CAN DIE OMFG APASAL SO CHUBBY ALREADY WAAAAAAAAAN!!

Pardon my SS moment. I was testing angle wtf

Omfg -____-"

Ending this with our super random video wtf.

Bai. Goodnight.

Sem 4, ahoy!

2011-05-25T20:06:00.001+08:00

The beginning of the week & its so torturous already :(

-- I could use a little help here yknow! Research papers; one of the toughest papers so far. I don't know man how does it sound easy to pass when I can't even get many things right. I've got loads of research to do this semester. *burst into big sigh*

Been really busy and would go on being a buzy bee for the coming 9weeks. Why am I not surprised?

Now, who said short semester was fun again?!

Vinod was explaining how he crashed the other day. Look at how focused I am >:)

Lovelove, V.

Girl's night out \\ 21052011

2011-05-22T21:33:00.002+08:00

Twas' one of those days when I get to catch up things with Miss Shawn. Finally got to chill and have a good talk together. Pwuon was there as well. Wasn't in a tremendously good mood probably was too worn out not having good sleeps.

Hoped over to Cocobanana for a drink. Not a good place to chill, would pretty much bore the living shit outta you but its really quiet when there's no one singing (the pub singer is so fucking annoying when she sang immortal, kenot be anymore happier if someone smash glasses) but alchohol ain't no cheappz man. Totally burnt a hole in my purse.

Before heading out, makeup check!

☑ Pass!

Developed a behavior of not being able to get my phone outta my sight. Nothing severe but I just kenot leave without my phone anymore!

✗

20110520

2011-05-21T12:57:00.000+08:00

Always wish I could hold onto my determination to make you happier.

一次有一次的这样对待您，但是你从来没有不原谅过我。

Bangkok 11'

2011-05-18T16:00:00.000+08:00

It wasn't a last minute plan. Tickets were long booked way back in February together when we all decided to go have another round of fun! I seriously don't understand how and why people would say Hong Kong is a shopping heaven. Eskius mi? There is literally NOTHING there worth buying especially after rate conversion to RM. You guys should really explore Bangkok! Bet all girls would love it! Love the people, love the prices, love the shopping and love the food!

A day after my finals, I left on an afternoon plane to BKK for a 5d4n trip. Honestly it was a little too draggy. 4days should be sufficient enuff. There were so much to buy but so little cash to spare sigh. The other time I was there with Bee last december, both of us had cup noodles almost every night just to save some cash for shopping lmao. The cup noodles there are awesomely yummy and cheap! RM1.30 for a cup noodle omfg tom yum goong flavour FTW.

I only have 2 pictures from my camera and the rest are all from my phone lmao. My phone comes so much more handy compared to my camera! Considering to get a new camera myself hmmmm.. still looking around for good brands that takes good quality pictures.

Look at how swell I was! I look like a freaking mango wrapped in foil wtf thanks to Mother of all Mother Period. Puuuurfect timing.

Not forgetting, pale; my bestf for the past 19yrs of life. Wish there was once I just look rosy pink and not white liddat. Photos are not photoshopped at all. Check those pimples out sigh.

The day where we all looked so awesomely retarded but cool for wearing the same T's. Oh yes, you're looking at my Siamese twins.

Otw to airport, heading back to M'sialand.

I'm not depressed for leaving BKK but bcoz I get air sick really badly. The smell of the plane is sufficient to make me throw up.

&&&& ta-da, my journey ended. I did not have extra hands to snap pichas okehh ='(
Quite depressing cos I was telling myself that I have to dress up every single damn day of BKK just so I can take nice memory photos with all my loves buthen the weather was just disappointing and I had to walk a distance okay!

Bangkok end of the year again? =P

NOTD: Essie Chin Chilly

2011-05-16T00:54:00.001+08:00

认错

2011-04-27T14:42:00.000+08:00

Sorry but I just had to camwhore a little with my new painted nails which I painted on Monday when no one felt like doing anything but staying in (I wanted to lengthen the sentence but phailed). Hence, I had to play around with my 2 month old Black Shatter and finally succeed in 'cracking' it beautifully.

I know all of you iz gonna kill me for this but yknow.. I totally feel myself aging. I used to camwhore like krazyyy! And I can't do it anymore. Even posting photos of myself trying really hard to be all artistic needs some courage.. But I posted anyway, I spent time photoshopping it wan okehh!

Loves, V.

NOTD: O.P.I Black Shatter x Etude House Petit Darling PP903

2011-04-26T00:39:00.001+08:00

With flash.

Without flash.

Loves, V.

Zico's 20th!

2011-04-24T01:25:00.000+08:00

I'm not feeling very wordy.

V.

Turn it up now or loud?

2011-03-27T01:13:00.000+08:00

I am so busy sometimes I can barely even feel myself. Assignments can be fun but at the same time its sucha pain in the ass. I knew I'll miss everything I'm doing.... someday.

And at the same time, I kinda feel that I need to get my life back on track. It feels very out of place nao.

Yknow the other day where the usual us were hanging out together chilling at Station 1, we were sort of talking bout internship. It certainly does not feel awesome at all. I don't know how to react to questions like, "Why should I hire you?", "What are your strength?", "Why do you think you can take this position?" FML

HOW I KNOW WHAT ARE MY STRENGTH? YOU JUST NEED TO HIRE ME THEN YOU'LL GET A CLEARER PICTURE OF WHAT KINDA PERSON I AM? NO? Sigh and I really do not have a specific expertise wtf. I am at least half a year or more away from intership but I'm freaking out already. I am not ready to face the world yettttttttttttttt..

On an unrelated note, I have been working on a few of my TVP assignments. I would love to upload it but due to the tremendously slow connection provided from Streamyx, I'll post it when the connection is back on track. Soon soon!

Goodnight world x.

Int' Women's Day 11'

2011-03-08T07:23:00.017+08:00

Okay I cheated! I'm actually a day late but its okayy. I'm forgiven.

Merry Int' Women's Day to all women out there! *a toast to women* And I just realized that actually if you're a mother, you celebrate a lot of days a year. Women's day, Mother's day, your Birthday... thumbs up being a female!

In conjunction with the Women's Day, my lecturer decided to make us all do something. We were supposed to write words on our face/body but becos I dowan to look ugly liddat so I did not :P But I dressed up okehh!

Okay la babai!.

Loves, V.

Baby & Me

2011-03-07T00:35:00.000+08:00

Cutesty thing on earth. ♥

Loves, V.

Officially a broke bitch.

2011-03-02T23:07:00.000+08:00

Eskius my absence from the blogosphere! I found my new addiction and I'm very much flooded with tests and assignments lately. Everything is due really soon and I've not started any FML.

And yes, nothing is a pain in the ass more than tests.

Loves, V.

Pinch of randomness

2011-02-18T00:00:00.000+08:00

My streamyx line had been PMS-ing for the past few days. I have the slowest connection ever evenw ith a 4mpbs line! So intolerable I could litreally swallow someone down my tangki. I kid you not.

I haven't been doing much. More of slacking around, going on a movie/drama marathon and gaining some extra weight. Why yes, thankiu very much, I am absolutely proud with my weight gain (sarcasm inteded) and have you ponder upon my formula?

Answer: Chinese New Year.

Well okay I have a love/hate relationship with CNY yearly! As usual I get really paranoid with my weight gain but pls lemme explain myself. Thin people will never understand the feeling of being fat/chubby! There, choose your less hurtful word! I may be a little obsessive with my weight that I weigh myself like twice a day *cough* but seriously I cannot let myself go back to zero.

I cannot afford to go back to the chubs girl I used to be. And the funny thing is that people never tells me I'm fat! They go all, "Aiya you are tall you don't look fat!" If you have friends like that, please give them a slap on their face and scream YOU ARE OBVIOUSFUCKINGLY BLIND loud and clear. I don't know what their intention is either they just don't want you to look good or they are blind.

Woopsie a little off track wtf.

Shalll sign off like nowzzz..

Vivi

Valentine's Two Oh Oh Eleven

2011-02-17T09:29:00.001+08:00

Nothing fancy. No big hoo-haa celebrations at all. But with friends around you, you'll always feel blessed!

How was your Valentine's?

V.

Hada Labo Super Hyaluronic Acid Moisturizing Cream

2011-02-16T08:53:00.008+08:00

*cough*

Being a hardcore Hada Labo fan I am, am in the midst of trying out all their products one by one. I had loved their the Tamagohada Facial Wash, the Moisturizing Toner and Facial Wash and of course, the Moisturizing Lip Balm.

So obviously I went on trying out more products from their Moisturizing line. And this time, I tried their Moisturizing Cream. I swear I was more than delighted to grab hold of this product. Its retailed for RM 58.90 at all major pharmacies.

Read if you have to! ;P

Considering its only 50g, this is superb pricey. I can get a few lippies with that price okay! I hesistated awhile but since Mumzy is paying for it lol, why not right? We tested it out on our hands it felt really good. It dried fast and most importantly, its not sticky!

Look at how small it is -_-

Went home, cleansed and toned my face then I proceed with this. First try on it on my face, it was sticky! Which of course surprised me! It wasn't sticky on my hand and I didn't get a lot of the product on my face. So, I pat it till it feels a little more drying but still it felt sticky.

So i thought fine.

I'm gonna give this a second chance! It was worse the 2nd time wtf. I applied it before I go to bed and the next morning.. I felt like a frying pan. MY FACE WAS SO SO SO OILY I COULDN'T TAKE IT AT ALL. Then I started complaining to Linyng, a friend of mine who quite like this product on how it oil me and that I could literally fry an egg on my face. Not exaggerating at all!

But I thought like okay, I shouldn't just give 2 chances but more! So I went with my 3rd, 4th and yada yada yada..

I still did not like it and then it was left aside. I probably apply it only like weekly.

As you can see from the photo, the texture of the cream is definitely not creamy not sticky. Its very watery and moist! I think its probably just my skin thats unable to get the product right. What a waste! I'm looking for a good cream because I finally realize I can't just rely on my toner itself :P

No worries! I did not waste the product at all! cSeong was experiencing some major dry skin the other day, I couldn't bare a minute looking at his skin peeling. He asked for something moisturizing (LOL) so I handed him the cream! So now its put to good use and maybe his a guy.. He doesn't complain or look into details as much as us girls? No complains/rants on stickyness!

Overall would rate this a 2/10. Why 2? I love the texture LOL

Btw, I've heard that if your skin is over moist, it would result to oily skin. The Moisturizing Lotion/Toner moist me pretty well! I think my skin was over moist?

Please read at your own risk. Every information and comments given are based on my personal opinion. I am not affiliated with any companis. Reviews are given with my honesty! I purchased it with my own moos!

Loves, V.

Hada Labo Super Hyaluronic Acid Lip Moisturizer

2011-02-03T14:17:00.001+08:00

What is more yucky than a chapped lips?

I personally cannot tolerate if my lips are chapped! I get really really irritated and start applying lip balm like crazy. Before I found my new love, I was using Vaseline all the time. I still do use it but it's just not as often as before anymore.

Okay that's the closest picture I can find. Everyone knows Vaseline is awesome! I would rate it 5/5 but packing wise? A sad 3 instead. I hate any packaging that is lip sprout! It feels like you're gonna over apply it.

Then I came to find out that my favourite skincare line (if you haven't already know), Hada Labo came out with a lip moisturizer! Oh boy you have no idea how excited I was! I tweeted and even blogged about it! Immediately grabbed a stick for myself when I was out in the mall. And today? I've already hit my 2nd stick!

Retailing for RM 19.90 which I have to admit that its very over-priced for a chapstick but it did unchapped my lips! :P And to top a bonus to that, it did not make my lips as pale as Vaseline does. I don't bother reading the ingredients in a product actually, don't have that habit to.

It instantly moisturizes your lips and you would start seeing your dead skins starting to peel a little. I did read a review about how they did not like this because it only peels of the skin but I don't seem to have a problem with that :S In fact, I like this product a lot. I love how its not in a lip sprout packaging! 5 stars for that.

Overall? I'm giving this a 9/10!

Please read at your own risk. Every information and comments given are based on my personal opinion. I am not affiliated with any companis. Reviews are given with my honesty! I purchased it with my own moos!

Loves, V.

CNY not very hols

2011-02-02T13:33:00.001+08:00

I'm having like the utmost headache this CNY holiday. My assignments are so torturous and totally challenging for a artnoobie like me. I hate art and I never do good in art and the best thing is the whole assignment requires drawing. I wish I could double bold that word! I got help from Bee and hopefully she'll finish it on time. Its due next Monday :(

Now tell me how is this a holiday?! I can't even help to not think and worry about my assignment. I'm too damn scared that I wouldn't be able to finish it on time oh nuhhhhhhh.

God can you please grant some power for Bee to finish drawing everything on time T.T

V.

Pwuon's 9teen: 22nd Jan

2011-02-01T13:23:00.000+08:00

As per usual, Love barely even plans or celebrate her birthday. No idea how she can be so cool bout no celebrations wtf but we still went for karaoke of course. 5 hours straight only came back at 330am *gulps gulps*

I made a new record wtf.

Btw, happy birthday love! 友谊万岁！

V.

What the nailz?

2011-01-29T14:02:00.002+08:00

Sponsored by the beloved brother, cWey! I insisted to pay half of it myself but he didn't want it. Sometimes I just love my brother la hahahahahahahaha.

V.

9teen: The Dinner

2011-01-24T22:01:00.000+08:00

Being as fickle minded as I can be, I only settled down with where and what to eat half an hour before leaving the house. I wanted Korean food so badly but since I had it last year and it always costs a bomb lmfao so I settled down with cheap Japanese food instead! Sushi Zanmai always win!

Not that I am a big fan of Japanese food because the only sushi I eat *cough is... *cough* Tamago. I love it okay! Even if you're gonna call me kiddy, I still love it! Tryna' discover more food now just gimme some time to heal my wallet. Its suffering from a severe leakage.

And right after dinner, initially I wanted to go for a round of drink but a part of me told me not to drink wtf so we ended up at Club9 for pool. Frankly, I HATE CLUB9. I don't like it there at all. The cue's are forever so heavy! Taipan is way way way better.

Jonjon!

Yeobo.

From head to toe: All from Bangkok. Except, me! Made in Malaysia wtf haha.

Linyng and Jon.

Okay the look superb hilarious! Kenot not post.

My bestie, my love, my sister, my soulmate, my toilet paper when I'm shitting hahahaha! That is how important she is :P

Muka macam yes.

Beeeeeeeee!

Yeobosarang!

Thank you for everything everyone! Love your presence so much!

V.

I am officially short.

2011-01-23T23:15:00.001+08:00

'Omg? What's wrong with you Vivian?'

'Babe, are you depressed or something?'

'OMFG WHAT IS THAT?!'

Nuhhhhh! I am doing perfectly fine! I haz not lose my mind (yet to) and its definitely not because of depression la wtf! What made you guys think that I am undergoing depression?!

Coincidentally the day before my haircut, I was really sad about my weight and bank account wtf! I wish they switch okehh! Why can't my money grow like my weight and why can't my weight decreases like my bank account! Super depressed can die, like now.

I seriously only realize it was this short until I took pictures. I actually wanted it shorter like around my neck lmao :S Guess it was a right choice to stay at this length.

I'm not regret at all. Not that I love it but I don't hate it. But ohmyyy the head sure feels lighter and somehow I feel fresher! It still feels weird everytime I wash my hair. I do miss my long unhealthy hair that haz split ends (split until like nobody's business liddat wtf) because I look better in pictures with long hair! ='(

Next post coming up, my birthday dinner with the love! Stay tuned for it!

Loves, V.

What about this surprise?

2011-01-20T12:54:00.000+08:00

9teen: The Surprise

2011-01-16T14:02:00.000+08:00

Frankly, I had never intend to do any celebration this year. Maybe because I don't want to go through the hassle of calling people. Maybe because I don't find the need to celebrate for a 19th. Maybe because birthday has officially lost its meaning to me. Maybe because I don't want to remind myself that I'm turning a year older. Maybe because I no longer hype for birthday celebrations like I used to.

I love birthday celebrations more than anything. Well, err used to. Try putting me alone on my birthday I would just fucking cry in front of your face until someone brings me out or at least buy me a cake! Not that birthday symbolizes anything to me and I don't thank my mum for bringing me to this world LOL (well at least not on my birthday. its MY day not her day also wtf) but its the love I feel from people around me.

And this year, I am so damn fucking happy I wanto just hug all of them (if I can do a group hug of 10 I would!) until they suffocate and scream for help. It was a fucking good surprise.

Even after you guys made me shower and wash my godamn hair at 130am. From being sticky itcky and caked all over my face and yet I cannot do anything about it. From bringing me out to McDonalds, calling my mum up, invading my privacy (my pillow wtf!) to hiding in my toilet. I am just blessed. Truly blessed with people like you guys around me.

I LOVE ALL OF YOU SO MUCH! ♥

Photo credits to Gnesix.

Loves, V.

9teen is the last teen.

2011-01-13T11:39:00.011+08:00

HAPPY 9TEEN, VIVI ♥

Sing a long long story?

2011-01-09T23:41:00.001+08:00

I felt like its been forever since I got to sniff my pillow and laze on my bed under the comfy sheets. But it was just yesterday where I did all these! I had 2 long days and it felt like x years since I last slept okay? Drag my lazy ass up at 7am this morning for paintball sessions with Pwuon, cWey, Mickey, Peiklian, Bee, Seng, Fats, Chiachun, xRou, karChoon, karFai and yours truly. No I don't like paintball and I just don't understand how would anyone get addicted to it. I just spent my one week allowance on paintball and yknow what's great?

COLLEGE STARTS TOMORROW..

Who am I kidding man. I do not haz extra cash to fork out and I do not want to get any closer to the ATM machine. My heart drops each time I cash out money omfg! Yezzzzz, you can do it Vivi! Oh btw, yes college starts tomorrow fml x100 and all the subjects I'm taking this sem looks reaaaaallly tough. *fingers crossed*

Night out! V.

Ruff Ruff

2011-01-08T13:24:00.002+08:00

Each time I'm over at Peiwuon's house, I cannot help it but to play around with him. Somehow I just feel that no one talks to him nor play with him at home lmao. Btw, if you guessed Pug, you are so wrong sweetie. Its a fucking shih tzu but a bald one lmfao. So the other day when Bee, Pwuon and I were brainstorming real hard where to head to for NYE celebration, I filmed this video and did a little editing hahaha. I am reaaaaaaaal glad that Mummykins insisted to get a poodle because me no likey shih tzu anymore. Not even a single bit.

I've been so caught up with flu, sore throat and whats not wtf. Thank god their all slowly recovering because yours truly would be heading down to Sg. Buloh for paintball session this weekend! Like finally after idk.. probably 3 years planning? I cannot imagine the amount of screams and yelling we are gonna make but it sounds like its gonna be fun. Well, it better be wtf I dowan to get bruises for absolutely no reason zz.

My neighbour is sucha pain in the ass. Fuck his life.

Loves, V.

Hada Labo AHA/BHA Face Wash

2011-01-07T22:01:00.001+08:00

I am not affiliated with any of these products but I am proud to say I am now a loyal Hada Labo fans and will probably continue to use their products until the day it phails on me wtf which I have no idea it would or not :P

After my past review on their Hyaluronic Acid Lotion and Face Wash, I decided to go on trying more of their products. So I got my hands on their AHA/BHA face wash which pfffffttt cost a bomb! I'm sorry I forgot the price of it but as far as I could remember, it was more expensive than the Hyaluronic Face Wash.

My opinion: On my first try, I really like this a lot! Even way more than the Hyaluronic Face Wash but somehow as time grew, I didn't really like this as much as before. It somehow gave me the feeling that it didn't really clean my skin really well. Although it works just like the Hyaluronic Face wash, both was able to remove the makeup on my brows but I double cleanse this each time I use it. It does not contain any scent. The texture of the cleanser was quite solid.. like it wasn't very watery which I didn't like that. I'd prefer something more watery. I'm almost finishing this but I went back to purchase the Hyaluronic Acid Face Wash again :P

Overall would rate this a ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Please read at your own risk. Every information and comments given are based on my personal opinion. I am not affiliated with any companis. Reviews are given with my honesty! I purchased it with my own moos!

Loves, V.

Flashback of 2010

2010-12-31T19:40:00.000+08:00

Its the time of the year again! To look back, have a good laugh, move on and keep it in memory of everything you've did throughout the year. And having to think back of all of them makes me feel a little depressing. There are should and should nots that I might have been able to avoid if it weren't for my stubbornness but you know.. its part of life.

I would usually do a New Year's resolutions of myself yearly but its either I am turning old for all these that I am starting to find it nothing but a bunch of bullocks or that I know the truth is my chances of achieving my resolutions are real low.

2010 has been nothing but a year full of sins and very unhappy things. I made my loved one sad. I spent the most money throughout my 18 years of life (maybe it increases as my age increases too wtf), I loved and I lust, I've been through 2 rocky relationship problems that leads me to no where, I have been very stubborn, I made people around me worried, I made Mummykins bought me 2 branded bags which adds on X100 to my sin samo my results aren't fantastic, I go out almost every single damn day of the night, I automatically changed my curfew to 1am and the list goes on......

On the happier note?

I stepped into college for the very first time taking a subject that I am interested in, I made new awesome friends and they now officially plays a big role in my life and I do love them with all my heart, I officially turned legal enough to do legal things lmao, I owned my first camera, I owned my first brandeds, I went on a vacation with my friends with no parental guidance, I started creating my own time for curfew lmao.... & I can't recall anymore..

2010 is definitely one hell of a tough year for me but thank god I'm starting a new life tomorrow!

Love each and everyone of you and may you all have a merry new year ahead! God bless!

Loves, V.

Ole ole ole ole ole-bali!

2010-12-23T19:41:00.000+08:00

It was one of those days where baby Linyng and I felt generous enough to pamper ourselves for dinner HAHAHAHA. Okay maybe not her but me (kasi yimsik skit), ever since I'm on sem break I've not gone for a nice dinner with friends okay, its thaaaaat bad.

I had a pretty tough time making up my mind because everyone was so busy with their things and I am the only one who looked super free because I'm always home during daylight and usually when the night has come, I will not be in.. WELL, but that is usually...... I've been a pretty good girl staying home lately k. So anyway back to dinner, we settled in at Ole-ole Bali, Empire.

My pirated highway!

BBQ chicken!

Something.... pasta!

Okay because I lost my current blogging mood due to some P&C...

I'm out of here PRONTO.

Loves, V.

My Precious

2010-12-15T01:40:00.000+08:00

Okay there is a reason why I'm blogging!

I FUCKING PASSED MY SEM 2!! Not with flying colors nor any 'wow' results but you have no fucking idea how paranoid I am about this sem's results, knowing that I did not study much even when I stayed up till late hours/morning.. but seriously! I cannot be anymore happier and blessed!

The only thing I feel like doing now is to meet my Comm Law lecturer and say, "Miss V, I'm glad that I need not see you anymore.." I didn't meant that she's a bad lecturer in fact she's really funny but Law is definitely not my thing and I wouldn't want to have anything to do with it anymore in my life! Finally, can take a deep breathe phewwww! *pops champagne and jumps with joy*

Anyway, just came back from Bangkok yesterday after a 3 days 4 night trip with Bee, Peik, Jasper and Daphiene. It was guhreeeaaaaaaaaaaat there! Despite the fact that the only food we (more like Bee and I) consume was nothing but cup noodles from 7-11, food court and McDonalds, it was still a wonderful trip! There is no trip not wonderful when you get to shop okehhhhh. I didn't even had enough money changed! Overspent like crazy but its okay I don't get to do this often.

I LOVE MUM LIKE MAAAAAAAAAAAD!!! ♥

"You can keep talking, but baby i'm walking away.."

2010-12-04T12:52:00.000+08:00

Bzzzbee is back from Oz not for good though but 6 months is more than enough for me to puke seeing her too often.

Cafe Chulo @ Jaya One

2010-11-29T14:25:00.002+08:00

I am finally finals freeeeeee and I literally feel like screaming from the top of my lungs! I am thaaaaaaaat happy. Trying to not worry too much bout my results although Law was sucha pain in my ass and I don't think I did quite well since everyone who finished came out saying it was easy! FML

So I am practically lazing at home everyday and its been Day 2. Feels good to be rolling on bed everyday! I wish I can do this more often. I've been out almost daily for the month and I even broke my own record coming home late, getting all tipsy. I was shocked when I reached home to see all the cars. I was the latest :(

Even got sound by my friends for behaving liddat hmmm. Getting back my healthy lifestyle -- *cough* minus exercise plz. Alcohol for 3 nights in a row sighhh. Swear I'm not getting tipsy anymore especially when I'm out!

Anyway, been to Chulo and the environment there is just too awesome to say no to. Pwuon loves that place a lot! I need baby Smelly back home so we can all chill together-gether!

Jonjon and the Humanpig.

Indian, you look you're trying hard to resist temptation :P

Shrek4 and his pussy.

Pwuonlove!

My personal A&W mascot!

Hauneng.

According to him, my signature look wtf.

Look at their faces of happiness LOL

In my head

2010-11-18T10:06:00.000+08:00

Finals

Can you please spare me a life?

I haven't been that particularly busy. Its not that I've started studying for any papers yet.. Oh wait! Spent like 4 hours on the tips given and the tips are less than a paragraph short FML

Awaken by the moody sun and my beautiful mom.

I haven't been in my best mood lately. Unsure of what I'm doing is right or not but I do enjoy the process. I know I don't deserve this but I can' get myself out of this anymore. Its not too late but maybe I just didn't want to. The feeling of awaiting kills, what more the opposite sex do not really care? If you ask, I don't know. I really do not know what to answer.

People only tell me to go on with the flow. Sometimes I feel the flow is there, but sometimes the flow isn't smooth. I am paranoid and I get too emotional way too easily. But have you all wondered why do I feel so? When you like the person way too much and this is it.

Will this be another disappointment??

Only Love

2010-10-20T23:52:00.000+08:00

Just because its 20102010,
I'm blogging.

I've been really busy. Don't ask!

V.

Angel?

2010-10-08T00:00:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I wonder, why is there a need to forgive?

You may be able to forgive but can you actually forget everything that happened with an open heart and swear it to the life of yours that you won't hold any grudges anymore?

I do not have a heart of an angel. I can forgive but I would definitely not forget. I may be nice but bare in mind, I can be nasty too.

Learn to respect others before you yearn for respects.

V.

Kissin U

2010-10-07T00:19:00.000+08:00

College makes you lazy because you do not have the time for blogging anymore.
By the way, hello everyone!

I really do not know how people manage their time so well for blogging and work! I've been on work, yes literally work, work but what I'm up to is for me to know myself and you do not need to find out hoho. I swear its so tiring to come to think of it -- college, tests, assignments, work. But I do feel blessed for what I am doing right now whether its college or work because I cannot be any happier! Yes there are times (or most of the time wtf) where I get grumpy and pissed but hey, part of life? ;)

Been going through some ups and downs that I do not know how to deal with but I've finally learnt to let things be and go on with the flow. There's no point pushing things to the extreme of suicidal wtf ahh whatever it is, I'm great.

On an unrelated note, I'm the most stubborn daughter ever but I'm changing!

V.

Vlog: Pwuon & I

2010-09-29T13:37:00.003+08:00

Denial

2010-09-17T23:05:00.000+08:00

Baby Qingni

2010-09-16T18:12:00.000+08:00

Unkind

2010-09-13T18:57:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry, I'm not the one

2010-09-11T13:27:00.000+08:00

一切都太迟了

我不配得到你的爱

Raya Break!

2010-09-06T13:54:00.006+08:00

Had the most awesome break! Kenot be any happier with a week off from hectic, tests and lecturers! Don't get me wrong, I don't hate them but they make me feel very stress wtf. I have no complains over boredom yet because I have a lot to do! I have movies, dramas and works to be done. Probably tomorrow or so I'm gonna start clearing the messy room and wardrobe. I kenot bare to look at it anymore.

On the other hand, Chef Vivi cooked for Peiwuon the other day! It was actually a late dinner because I agreed to cook Aglio Olio (which is also the only pasta I know how to cook wtf) to celebrate her coming to Inti SJ! But god knows what happened, plan cancelled. We had a visitor all the way from Japan to eat with us! Jeng jeng jeng.. she is none other than....

SMELLYN!

She didn't wanto but I made her cancel her call with her beau just to see us eat! Gosh, I am born to annoy her hahahaha. I miss her so much sigh. Usually during holidays she would always come over for sleepovers and then Belboy would always come pick her up at night. Why la why Japan :(

Butz its okay! I'll wait for you to come back home.... next year -_-

Anyway, you guys haven't seen my annoying friend for a long long time! I iz now present you, Lim May Cih.

Loves, V.

Untitled much?

2010-09-04T16:25:00.006+08:00

You guys have only asked.. why you don't want to do this, why you don't want to do that,
but have you thought bout' what if its not that I don't want, its just that I really cannot do it as much as I want to?

I don't have a choice. I hold all the responsibility to what I am today. I did this harms to myself and I am in the midst of turning back.

I am wrong. So wrong that I can barely forgive myself. I don't want to cry myself to bed anymore.

Happy 53rd Birthday, Malaysia!

2010-08-31T03:10:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Malaysia!

I love you with all my heart and please do not doubt my love for you. :)

Merdeka Eve @ Cocobanana.

Merry Merdeka everyone!

Loves, V.

His back again!

2010-08-27T11:18:00.000+08:00

I've had few attemps to note down my feelings at one point but no longer want things to get too personal for some reason. Some things are just better left unsaid and it doesn't change facts even after an emo post. When I first started blogging, I did want people to get to know me better so I did not hide how I am in reality when I write my posts. I swear like nobody's business but I have been cutting down a lot compared to the past. I did had the intention to stop swearing but it was just too difficult to stop saying something you say almost daily so I gave up not swearing. I'm proud to tell you, I HAZ CHANGED. But I do swear occasionally whenever I'm pissed, feeling groggy or when I wanto kill people wtf. Anyway, I am working hard to build my reputation back HAHAHAHAHA!!

Okay now back to the title. If you haven't already know, my brother from another mother is back from the land of koalas and kangaroos 2 weeks ago. Please don't remind me how slow I am in my updates. Hendrich haz changed, to a superb lame friend but his sucha sweetheart. He came back with souvenirs for me; a bag and super sweet fruity perfume that reminds of me of the color candies you often see in almost every houses during CNY. It was really unexpectable!! If you haven't seen his bday post for me, go check it out here.

He organized a mini Omega-Rho reunion for all of us. It wasn't happening but it was awesome to see everyone again though I went back home early. Everyone still looked the same but the major change in the guys are just jaws-dropping especially Wenjie! College made him sucha gentleman already! Sigh they never fail to remind me how much I miss highschool. I do love college but not when I have to sit for tests, finals and do my stupid assignments grr.

KODAK MOMENTS.

Loves,V.

Happy Sweeeeet 16, Beloved brother :)

2010-08-19T08:26:00.002+08:00

Loves, V.

I am so pretty, thank you!

2010-08-17T23:57:00.001+08:00

Loves, V.

Meet my friend, Maycih!

2010-08-16T23:22:00.002+08:00

Maycih is one of my smartest friend who doesn't cry at all. I'm so proud of her. Thankiu!

Loves, V.

Xingrou's Legal 18th!

2010-08-15T15:40:00.000+08:00

Loves, V.

GGGGGGPPPPPPPPPP

2010-08-10T00:22:00.001+08:00

Loves, V.

Vlog!

2010-07-31T14:18:00.000+08:00

Adrian's 20th & Maycih's 18th Birthday!

2010-07-30T13:32:00.003+08:00

On the 27th and 28th of July was the birthday of both my beloved coursemates, Adrian and Maycih. *cough* Yes my beloved coursemates! *cough again & puke blood*

Since we didn't make it up to PD for class trip (long story don't ask FML) so we settled in for dinner together. Supposingly it was a whole class thing but somehow it ended up with the usual 6 of us together with Felicia and Kahyin. If you haz follow me on Twitter, you should know that I am so so sick of steamboat. I had steamboat for 2 days in a row and then skip a day off and then steamboat again wtf.

Steamboat at Summer! Again.

Happy Birthday!

No words explains them better than these hahaha.

Now yknow why they are the best representatives of the "adjectives".

Berscandaling.

Can you tell from their faces that they are lovebirds? :D

Too lazy for captions! Heavy loaded kodak moments!

Loves, V.

Loser also has their wins

2010-07-25T02:37:00.001+08:00

"A stronger and tougher person may not always win becos if the other person appears to be weaker than u are, u'd be called a big bully. And this is how the weaker nvr fails to gain sympathy from others. Life is nvr fair."

I wrote that on my Facebook last night where I encounter the same shit again and again. You know how that works? I'll take myself as an example. I had always appear to be someone playful and talkative, much more to a louder person. So let's say I was playing around with my really soft-spoken friend and she was trying to be playful with me like tickling me and all. But, there were only 2 of us and no one else.

Then she suddenly burst out crying becos.. okay, let's say she fell down from the chair herself. You know how people would blame me for her incident than to blame her?!?! And I am the one to be blamed for all those shits wtf just because she appears to be less playful and less likely to be playing around with me wtf? And apparently, my words would be less convincing. "Noooo! SHE FELL DOWN HERSELF I DIDNT DO ANYTHING!!" "No, don't lie Vivian! Its you!"

If you're one of those that does the same thing, FUCK YOU. Fuck you and your life upside down inside out.

It is also when I finally realize that I can never underestimate every fucking soft-spoken out there because behind those masks, THEIR A DEVIL IN DISGUISE. A big fat fucking devil full of shits and lies! Gosh and I believe that they are full of tactics that usually smart people like us would never learned just because tactics, to us are just a stupid tool. The brain is our weapon, we don't need tactics to live on in life wtf.

And if, you are being treated unfairly like that. Don't sulk over it; either you live with it or fucking argue the living shit out of yourself and let everyone know the real truth wtf.

If not?

Well, FYL to the max. Welcome to the world where life is never fair.

Loves, V.

Lost in Hartamas

2010-07-24T16:12:00.003+08:00

One of those random days where Mas decided to be adventurous wtf so Peiwuon and I tagged along. Headed to Hartamas but couldn't stop laughing at every single shitz that happened in the car because Mas was being stupid *cough* as usual hahahahaha. Took like 3 rounds around Hartamas and yet we were still lost so gave up and settled down in PJ instead.

I suggested PJ since the very beginning during discussion but he likes to waste petrol liddat! So I can't help it haha. Played around with his new 15" mbpro. So fucking big and have finally decided not to bug Paps to buy me a laptop until this old junk die on me. Yeah and prolly do not need a macbook just yet. I would rather bug him to buy me a BB instead hehe.

Sem break haz officially started. Actually 9 days ago but life of Vivi is unhappening liddat. I've been such an angel. Stayed home almost everyday but out in the night once in a while to bond with the friends for yumcha sessions. Money is so so so crucial at this time right now. Feels so impossible to save up but as Adidas says, "Nothing is impossible!" Oh well...

Tried to played around with photoshop to make changes in the blog a little but ughh gave up in the end. Only managed to change the blog navigation links but I didn't like it. It makes me feel so.. idk what do you call that again? I love myself but I don't actually love myself that much yknow. Was planning to put faces of my lover&sub-lovers hahaha. Will change it in a days or a week. I get sick of my face too okay >:(

Kodak moments!

Old video back in May where they came over for "assignment" purpose haha.

Loves, V.

Qingni's Fullmoon!

2010-07-21T02:54:00.002+08:00

Loves, V.

Long, Pink and Strong.

2010-07-11T12:20:00.004+08:00

Who can haz Sigma Brushes now?!

MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

Okay you have no idea how much I love these newly bought babies. It have been around for quite some time in the US and if you happened to type in "Sigma Brushes" on search, you would know how these brushes are compared to M.A.C brushes. And as we all know, M.A.C brushes can burn a big big hole in your purse and so that is why Sigma Brushes are made!

(Okay la I might sound damn exaggerate now wtf but I really love my brushes! Mad love!!)

(I hesitated for a while because I didn't want anyone to haz the brushes wtf. You could logon to http://www.sigmamakeup.com/ to get it buthen its very troublesome and so I found a local that brings in! But wtv it is, sharing is caring according to everyone wtf)

I got this babies off from LovelyAdornment at RM337 (+ shipping) for 12 brushes inclusive of 1 complimentary brush, the SS217 blending brush in travel size. It might sound damn pricey and yes it indeed looks pricey but if you would divide it equally among 13 brushes, each brush would only cost you RM26. How is that expensive for a superb good quality brush now!? I can never get a brush from M.A.C at such price!

I've yet to try out on those brushes though. I have no chance of dressing up for now wtf. And some of you might know that I have splurge on Etude House brushes last year and yess it is awesome for its price too and I have no problem with it shedding even after several wash. The Etude House brushes are smaller in size and their more of a travel kit brushes so would prolly keep it and use it for travelling instead!

I really don't know how to describe the softness of the Sigma Brushes. Their so so so soft and pretty. Duh because its pink so that adds onto the prettiness x100. No regrets on getting the brushes and I know how some of my friends thinks I'm stupid for spending RM337 on some stupid brushes wtf. I thought I was stupid and its a total waste of money but when you get to see the brushes, yknow everything's gonna worth it hahahahaha. Besides, I use brushes quite often what! So what's the harm on investing them and they can be used for many many years if you take good care of them!

Everything was once beautiful

2010-07-09T22:38:00.006+08:00

Rating: 7/10.

Never a fan of vampire but I've watched all 3 of them and I like this best. Storyline was okay but I'd say rent a DVD and watch it at home instead. I couldn't tolerate the rest of the audience. They just had to create stupid sound effects wtf. I know their very much into the movie and that they felt very sorry for Edward when Jacob and Bella kissed (Spooooilllerrr ahead!) but wtf what makes you think that others care as much as you do?

Rating: 11/10!

This is so so so so so good! I'd definitely buy the DVD when its out. I can't even describe the level of hotness Alex O' Loughlin has (besides the fact that his very hairy on his chest. I can't take hairy men at all wtf!), J. Lo is still looking absolutely fab. By the way, her tummy looks fucking real! One second I thought she was filming the movie when she was pregnant. It looks so so real! Seriously, watch and have a good laugh bout it. No regrets!

Mind my disgusting leg.

Jack, whose now afraid of anything bright after his trauma with torchlights.

HANENEN.

PEIWUON.

The bento set that I'm still sulking over for not ordering this instead wtf.

The very unlady side of me.

Loves, V.

老娘的美丽日记: Cherry Chocolate Mask

2010-07-06T13:13:00.002+08:00

Main Ingredients: Purified Water, Glycerine, 1,3-Butylene Glycol, Propylene Glycol, Triethanolamine, Citrus Grandis (Grapefruit) Leaf extract, Tween 20, Hydrolyzed Albumin, Arctostaphylos Uva Ursi Leaf Extract, Rosa Canina Fruit Extract, Citric Acid, Hyaluronic Acid, Acer Saccharum (Sugar Maple) Extract, Citrus Anrantium Dulcis (Orange) Fruit Extract, Citrus Medica Limonm (Lemon) Peel Extract, Dimethicone, Dimethylsilanol Hyaluronate, Glycine Soja (Soybean) Peptide, Methyl Paraben, Saccharum Officinarum (Sugar cane) Extract, Silaxanetriol Alginate/Caffeine, Squalene, Styrene Acrylates Copolymer, Theobroma Cacao (Cocoa) Extract, Vaccinium Myrtillus Fruit Extract, Carbomer, Xanthan Gum, Sodium Hydroxide, Fragrance.

Main Characteristics: Brightens and whitens the overall complexion. Skin becomes well hydrated and soothed.

Usage: Whitening, Brightening
& Firming

Suitable Skin Type: All skin types esp dull looking skin.

Vivi says: Absolutely love this mask! I have no idea how to express my lovelovelove towards this thing here. Gosh it just feels so so good on your face! Loooooooveeeeee!

Rating: 9/10.

Please read at your own risk. Every information above are cropped from websites and comments given are based on my personal opinion.

老娘的美丽日记: Strawberry Yogurt Mask

2010-07-04T17:05:00.003+08:00

Main Ingredients: Purified Water, Glycerine, Propylene Glycol, 1,3 Butylene Glycol, Triethanol amine, Tween 20, Yogurt, Hyaluronic Acid, Xanthan Gum, Citric Acid, Algae, Malva sylvestris, Arctostaphylos uva ursi, Saccharum officinarum, Acer saccharum, Citrus medica Limonum, Vaccinium myrtillus, Styrene/acrylates copolymer, Dimethylsilanol hyaluronate, Propyl Paraben, Methyl Paraben, Carbomer, Polyglutamic Acid, Sodium Hydroxide, Fragrance, Fragariavria vesca Fruit Extract, Citrus Anrantium Dulcis Fruit Extract.

Main Characteristics: Brightens and whitens the overall complexion. Skin becomes well hydrated, soothed and oil controlled.

Usage: Whitening, Firming & Oil Control.

Suitable Skin Type: All skin types & combination skin.

Vivi says: The smell of the strawberry just makes you feel super fresh! Immediately felt relaxed. The next day after the mask, my face felt really smooth but see no signs of firming. This doesn't control oil that well. My T-zone still felt a little oily. Love this mask though!

Rating: 8/10.

Please read at your own risk. Every information above are cropped from websites and comments given are based on my personal opinion.

Sayonara Sem 1!

2010-07-02T23:00:00.002+08:00

Today was the last day of all classes for Sem 1 and tadaaaaa, I'm going up to Sem 2! I may sound very excited but uh uh, you are so wrong. I am not ready for the upcoming Finals on the 12th. I seriously have no shit clues on how to pass my exam now. 50% is all that I need but it seems so far away from me now. I am giving myself so much pressure and stress but ughh, I cannot not do this can I.

Loves, V.

Hada Labo ["Perfect x Simple"]

2010-06-24T21:20:00.005+08:00

VERY BIMBO POST AHEAD! You have been warned.

I hate dry skin as much as I hate snakes, injections and vegetables. How can anyone live with a dry skin for god's sakes? It annoys me like mad and this always leads to a grumpy Vivian!

Okay I have this weird skin. I peel like crazy monthly when my period decides to visit me. Don't ask me why but yessss it peels at least 3 days before or after. Good thing is I would be able to find out when it is coming, but the bad part of it is that the dry skin seriously irritates the living shit outta me! I can't tolerate myself when I see my skin peeling wtf. But even when I'm not having the bitch days, my skin still feels very dry.

This is when Hada Labo saves the day!

L - Hada Labo Super Hyaluronic Acid Moisturising Face Wash. R - Hada Labo Super Hyaluronic Acid Moisturising Lotion.

Hada Labo Super Hyaluronic Acid Moisturising Face Wash

My opinion: This baby here is fragrance, mineral, oil, alcohol and colorant free. I don't mind having facial washes that contains fragrance in it; it doesn't really bothers me. Before using Hada Labo facial wash, I was using Garnier. You can really tell the difference. Garnier was a little tad too dry for my skin, whereas the Hada Labo leaves my skin in a perfect moist condition everytime after cleansing my face! I've been using it since Feb 2010 and yesterday, I had just restocked my purchase!

This is abit too much though but it depends on every individual.

Hada Labo Super Hyaluronic Acid Moisturising Lotion

My opinion: This is also fragrance, mineral, oil, alcohol and colorant free. I was first introduced to this a year or two back when Smellyn just came back from Japan after visiting her siblings there. She brought home this bottle of toner and she convinced me to try using them for once. I did, but it was only for a night so I couldn't really tell the results. This is one of Japan's top selling and it solds off at every 4 seconds according to research!

When I first decided to try this toner out, it was after seeing it on the famous Taiwan tv programme, Ladies First. I was very convinced after watching it and was very desperate to try it out. But before anything, I did my homework of course! I seeked for Mr. Google and search as much reviews of this bottle of toner as possible and most of the reviews are really positive. x2 convinced than before so I decided to buy it myself even when Mummylove didn't wanto sponsor wtf.

It was on a 10% discount when I bought it and this bottle of toner can last you for a very long period of time. I bought it together with my facial wash but I'm only at half of the bottle now. You only need very little amount for it.

This is more than enuff for a whole face! A size of 20sen is more than enough. Don't be greedy!

Its really funny how this thing works because when you pour it out, its in liquid form. As you gently spread it all over your face and starts patting it into your skin, it changes from liquid to a sticky form. You have to continuously pat it into your skin until it get completely dried up and then you're done!

Which, is also the con for this product. I really hate waiting for it to dry because it takes up a long time. I get very tired of patting it so I usually apply my skincares before going to bed which is when the aircond is on hohohoho. I would then pat my face under the air cond. I think it still works the same though, my face still felt moisturize and smooth!

So if you have your SK-II miracle water, I have my Hada Labo miracle water too!

I was viewing through Tongue Chic was more than happy to see new products coming from Hada Labo in July 2010! I can't wait to try out their Hada Labo SHA Lip Moisturizer!

By the way, Hada Labo is available at Guardian pharmacies. So go get one of yours today!

Please read at your own risk. Every information and comments given are based on my personal opinion. I am not affiliated with any companis. Reviews are given with my honesty! I purchased it with my own moos!

Loves, V.

If this is love.

2010-06-22T20:36:00.002+08:00

Bzzz, I'm glad that you are standing strong right now. Before seeing you, I was worried as hell about you more than anything but after seeing you, I felt a big relief! I'm sorry that I couldn't be around with you all the time -- it still feels very Oz and M'sia right now. Promise when I'm finally done with all my assignments, presentations, tests and upcoming finals I would make it all up to you baby. ;) For any help, please dial my hotline. 24/7 on call just for you alright!

I can't wait to graduate from everything. These assignments are seriously killing me and it comes never ending! One after another? Are you kidding me? Oh now, what am I? Ironwoman ah? Why is it so difficult to earn coursework marks huh! And the amount of tests.. in one week there's like 2 tests going on wtf.

AND ITS NOT EVEN FINALS YET.

Frankly, I don't know how am I gonna sit for my finals. Its like whether I go or I don't go, the marks will still be the same. Geddit? It is really that bad and I am so super jealous of those who made it out through Diploma life. Yes, I'm only talking bout Diploma not even Degree yet! Can imagine the amount of shits I needa go through in the future? ABSOFUCKINGLUTELY NOT.

Its taking up all my time in the world. Feels so restless the minute I step into the house. So much for wanting to do good in college since I pretty much screw up in highschool. No wait, I'm not exactly sucha bad student as I may sound lol. I am just.... ranting away again -_-

Fuck college ;(
And seriously, I give up trying to know if someone doesn't like me or not. Its not that I can do anything so yupppp, its your problem.

Loves, V.

Aunty, you'll always be in my heart.

2010-06-18T23:49:00.001+08:00

I kenot believe what I just heard.

R.I.P Aunty.. I don't even know what to say anymore.

"And you? What's your excuse?"

2010-06-17T20:09:00.002+08:00

I could still recall the look on her face when she called my name. It was the last expression I want to see from her. The last thing I want to hear her ask. I was feeling guilty already when she started scolding all of us but the feeling was worse when she specifically called my name and said, "I'm surprised. Very disappointing marks from you, I expected it to be better!"

I can hear it for a hundred times and still cry at it. I don't like having to make people feel disappointed in me. Of course its worse when you hear it from someone you respect or love. The feeling is horrendous. I know I screwed up really badly this time round. I am unhappy, sad, depressed and sorry. I couldn't face her at all. I felt very shameful yknow.

I am not someone who expects myself to score flying colors in my studies. Really, if you know me well, you know how a simple pass can start the smile on my face. I give up at things even more easily anyone could possibly imagine. Although I didn't expect myself to score well in my Social Psy test2 this time but having to hear your favourite lecturer telling you right at the face that she's very disappointed in you, is not nice at all you know.

Don't get me wrong, I don't blame her at all. Never I would in any way either. I am disappointed in myself okay? I am disappointed that I disappointed my lecturer. Tears were literally dancing in my eyes but the ego in me hold onto it real tight. Each time I recall, my tears would just gush out like a bunch of women waiting outside a store for their private sales.

I blame the PMS.

Loves, V.

I "KILLERS" YOU

2010-06-15T18:48:00.004+08:00

Okay someone seriously needs to shoot Streamyx on the head and tell them how bad the lines are! My DSL light couldn't stop blinking the whole of last night and I could only rely on DiGi for the free access to Facebook. Not that it actually helps because I forgot that I had to upload my Video on the DMC group. FML x100!!

I am so stressed up with all the tests, presentations and assignments coming up! For once in my life I can barely feel that I am actually breathing okay. I need a fucking break from all these shits before I get back on track. For now, I actually find it really fucking ridiculous to be sitting for my MPW and COM1116 paper. Frankly speaking, I do not have any idea what I had been learning for the past 3 months. On top of that, finals are just around the corner. *shakes head* I really don't know what to do!! ;(( *cries in pain* wtf.

One of those random days when Fats decided to come over to KK for yumcha session with Peiwuon and I. This is so rare and we came up with an idea of going out for movies the next day. He came to pick us up too! How is this not the rarest thing of all wtf?!

Billion dollar smile. :$

Eyy? Where's your neck?! HAHAHAHAHA.

Thank you thank you! Do you need one of my autographs? HAHAHA.

Catched a movie together before rushing back home to Peiwuon's to have an awesome dinner! Yes, the price I paid after stuffing myself with shit lots of food wtf. Fats even warned me about it hahaha but I seriously can't help it! It was so so good! I ate 1 1/2 bowl of rice okay omgomg. That is actually more than what I usually eat at home. I'm not a big fan of rice but when Vivian meets anything spicy/sour, I am so ready to get fat hahahaha!

We watched Killers!

Rating: 9/10.

Super shweeeet movie! I love Katherine Heigl so so so so much especially after The Ugly Truth. I didn't expect Ashton Kutcher to have sucha hot body yknow. Especially when there was this scene where he was half naked and his back was facing us. OMG-TO-DIE-FOR! The shape and everything was just too good to die for. Reckon!

Got back home just right in time for dinner. Kodak moments!

Uncle Fat.

YOU SURE YOU DOWAN MY AUTOGRAPH? HAHAHAHAHA!!

I wonder what is this Lim Si Ching.

BYEBYE!

Loves, V.

So, why don't you stay?

2010-06-12T12:50:00.003+08:00

The month of June is just another stupid month to go through. I'm afraid.. I.. I have to start hating June. Seriously! Do yknow how much work is there to be done? Someone needs to put a full stop to everything. My assignments are very much never ending. Continuously one after another and on top of that, my assignment due dates are very close to my tests. I only have very little time to procrastinate okayy :(

And really, you have to believe me when I say college puts you on a crazily stressful mode. I'm pretty sure everyone would agree so. If any monkey would tell me that Mass Comm is very stress free and because I'm not a business/science student, I have less stress to go through. Are you fucking kidding me?? The stress is more or less equivalent my friend.

I have been sulking over my lost folder! A folder.. filled with pictures of everything and videos recorded are now officially gone for good. So half of my memories of 2010 is gone because I don't know how the folder was permanently deleted. I tried various software and programs to retrieve my folders back but most of my photos are overwritten by stupid temporary internet files so.. their gone. GONE GONE GONE GONE GONE. Out of 14k pictures scanned, I only managed to get back less than 20 photos.

There's nothing I could do. I did a back up on my folders last Decemeber wtf. So yup, their all gone now. You see how much I hate June now?

Loves, V.

Khalil Fong Timeless Concert @ Genting, Arena of Stars

2010-06-02T17:34:00.002+08:00

To be clear, I'm not a very big fan of him but absolutely loving all his songs. I actually risk myself from vomitting just to see him up up high at god knows how high it is. Do you know how much I hate the roads up to Genting?? The hatred is so strong that its sufficient to make me puke half a cup of javachip. It did not just happened once or twice but many times wtf. I feel so bad for my cup of drink okay!

Anyway, went through alot of hassle to get the tickets. I was in the midst of getting angry, pissed and wanted to just fuck my friend up. So who is the awesome person behind who got me the tickets and sold it off at half a price? Suetlove ♥ I know right, I sound so damn hypocrite now wtf but I really couldn't do or say much especially when I'm very pissed okay. Deeepeest and sorriest sorry from the bottom of my heart!

Peiwuon got us a ride up together with Gnes. Stayed over at Peiwuon's the night before and went up in the afternoon. Settled down at KFC for lunchinner (lunch x dinner) wtf and was super disappointed with the chicken they gave. Played around at the arcade to kill time and off we went to Arena of Stars!

I kept saying that I wanto dress up like a bird wtf just so Khalil Fong could spot me even from far but I realize my bestfriend here dresses more like a bird than me =P

Gnes and his never ending messages with BzzBee.

Hi, my name is Balloon Tan wtf wtf wtf.

The view from my seat!

Love and I.

Why you so cute wan?

♥

And then the end of kodak moments FML.

(............) I blame myself okay wtf because of my procrastination! I wanted to charge my camera battery 2 days before but decided I would just do it a day before but who knew I would ended up at Peiwuon's house with my half dead battery life! Ughhhhhh but its okay I guess? I doubt I'll be able to take any pictures. Khalil looks like an ant from the camera. Oh and Gnes was not allowed to bring his DSLR in which we were all very unhappy about.

All in all, the concert was really enjoyable. Okay la, I admit I did hesitated whether to marry Khalil or WillPan at one point wtf but I figured I have too many sublovers waiting for me hahahahahahahahahahahahaha. Peiwuon was so silly to say that she did not enjoy the concert much because he was too talented HAHAHAHAHAHAHAA wtf wtf wtf wtf!!

Finally,

My pretty face to keep this blog alive.

I kenot be more thankful to be having shit lots of assignments coming one by one and I sense like !~%$&$%& of presentations coming now. I have one due tomorrow okay! I iz need a chill pill and chillax okay wtf. I kenot wait for sem break at all! God, gimme a life now plez! Oh and, following me on twitter would make things easier because I am a worm.

A lazy worm who would not be able to update her blog as often as before. Do you mind? www.twitter.com/ohmyvivian

Loves, V.

Na na na na na

2010-05-24T23:27:00.003+08:00

I don't know what's with me. I have been the total opposite of myself. I lose my temper so so so so easily recently even the most minor things in this world can bring such a strong impact to me and I would start screaming at anyone. I'm thankful because I have really awesome friends that would stand by me, correct me and accepting me for who I am. I am aware that not everyone likes everyone. I do not want to please anyone either and that's the reason why I've been this straight forward all my life.

I tried all I could to stop myself from any drama. I don't wanna be dealing all these anymore in this age. I have to admit that I am abit too old for any dramas and I want to keep my record clean - RECORD FREE. But you know how some people just have to come into your life, fuck around with yours and fucking just create a scene?

I can barely tolerate anyone especially guys. Maybe because I expect them to be giving in more compared to girls. I'm not being sexist; I just have higher expectations on guys compared to the others okay wtf. Its funny how most of the girls only have issues with the same sex but me? The total opposite. I seeked for advice whether to confront or to just zip my mouth and live with it. I maybe in fault too because I haven't been at my nicest to anyone.

I have to know that I'm not the only one who PMS. People go through emotions and stress just like I do. Still, I expect them to tolerate with me instead. It wouldn't be nice if I were to correct someone but at the end of the conversation, I was corrected for my mistakes too wtf. I don't like it that wayyyy. Maybe I should just keep my big mouth zipped for good.

.... or fuck with their life just like how they did to mine. :)

Loves, V.

OneDayRoadTrip 13/5/2010

2010-05-17T16:41:00.002+08:00

Had always been wanting to go on a road trip with my friends and finally plan succeed! I mean it is a little unusual when plan works especially after all these years of planning to go somewhere, somehow plan never fails to fail on anyone of us. Are we jynx wtf? Had a little problemo but everything was solved and yupp, Malacca it is. :)

Thank god we didn't overnight there because I cannot possibly think of anything to do in Malacca. I love the journey to and fro especially when awesome songs are played and you get to sing along hehe.

Benjamin, Ryan, Adrian and Zico the calmest driver LOL

... becos i'm prettier liddat HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA *sayangs Maycih

If you missed chicken rice balls in Malacca, you cannot tell anyone that you've been to Malacca! Chicken rice balls are super famous there and it was my first time eating them *shy. But it wasn't as good as everyone raved about. I had 3 of em and I got very stuffed.

I supposed this is a mini whole chicken.

And when you're in Malacca, you obviously had to try everything there. So its all about food! Sadly, satay celup only opens around 5pm or so. We couldn't wait ;(

FOOD SHOTS!

Ian

Maycih

Eddy, the driver of the day.

Linyng

Benji

Adrian

Ryan

Dropped by to take pictures of a few historical places for our Malaysian Studies assignment. Yup, thats the whole point of organizing this trip actually.

Ben of the Liberty!

Jump shot failed #1

Jump shot failed #2

Jump shot failed #3

Jump shot failed #4

Stopped by Port Dickson beach in the evening.

Pictures LIES. Its only beautiful liddat! Wait until you see the water omg.

You see how cute I look or not!!! HAHAHHAAHHA

My super emo shot and I love it.

Love this!

Short of Hanen :(

Monkey Ben trying to do his experise.

Zico is so awesomly kind and calm LOL

Vainian. (Vain + Ian)

I havent really figured out how to take photos with supaaa tall peoples :(

Darling!

Sometimes I have to salute Ben for being so patient and calm with me especially during my PMS days hahaha. He never failed to listen to me rant and rant about the same person of the same shit. Thankkkiuuu!

Ian, Maycih, Ryan

Love.

Steamboat @ Sunway Mentari for dinner.

I'm out!

Loves, V.